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J'ai sauté sur mes pieds comme si j'avais été frappé par la foudre. J'ai bien frotté mes yeux. J'ai bien regardé. Et j'ai vu un petit bonhomme tout à fait extraordinaire qui me considérait gravement. Voilà le meilleur portrait que, plus tard, j'ai réussi à faire de lui. Mais mon dessin, bien sûr, est beaucoup moins ravissant que le modèle. Ce n'est pas ma faute. J'avais été découragé dans ma carrière de peintre par les grandes personnes, à l'âge de six ans, et je n'avais rien appris à dessiner, sauf les boas fermés et les boas ouverts.

- le petit prince, antoi

back to origin
Red
[info]facadelife
I couldn't help it but to take a picture of my nice neat cosy room.
and this is only half load of clothes!!!
rest still waiting to be washed up=x
so additonal jeans! and boot. I'm lovin it =)

I hate my curtains, when it comes to hanging them back after washing, that's just a tedious work.


and getting tons of accessories hoooo


i love masquarade


so we end up in rage, shouting & screaming
Red
[info]facadelife
WHy? she had to make me hate myself each time. whenever we had this huge fight. all i could think was no matter how wild or bad my friend were, their relationship with their family is always in good terms. WHY does my mum makes me do the thing i hate. why must she make me lose my calm..

and everytime i would end crying to myself in the room, feeling remorse.. and i just wish I'm still back there and can't be bothered about whatever happen in sg. and the ppl in bitc really makes me laugh. and i think i'll miss the stay in BJ. i never once missed home when i was there, seriously speaking. so when brenda ask me who/what you missed the most. Answer: my room. and now my room is like shit. I was packing yesterday and hadn't go out.

i hate myself to the core.
friends that makes me feel my existance..

fuck up. !@#$%
Red
[info]facadelife
I just need to vent.=( why am I always so hot headed.
Sometimes i regret my action but sometime they just makes u flare.

First at the airport, someone makes me gan chiong and I 4got to take my slipper from joel..
and i didn't get to buy perfume. fuck lah.
although i really appreciate her help for keeping the stuff.

and second the moment i enter my room. FUCK UP!
and i just had to screw it upside down.

Can you believe for 1 whole month when you are away.
No one actually clean your room!~ and all the dust and accumulated molds and all might be hiding somewhere.

all i wanted was a good rest~ cause I'm really tired from the flight
and i hadn't had a wink.

and now i just had to spent my day packing my room, A REAL CLEANING!
and I probably had to wash ALL my CLOTHES in the wardrobe. FUCK just because of it.
!@#$% i need to vent. FUCK UP la.

I'm lucky that my dad didn't care about the mess i created. in the living room.
if not I'll just flare even though i'm scare of him.
cause it really tiring. when all you wished was snuggle in your BED.
and ur bed is full of dirt shit~
Nvm about that and someone i had a open concept wardrobe which is a headache for me now.

3rd, i had to washed my curtains and guess what!?~
the stupid pole is glue to the wall and i had to went through all trouble to get them out.
and thinking about getting them back up! is just a headache!!!!

BUT one thing that's worth is that.
It seems like my relationship with my sibling gotten closer.
so weird for being away for 1 month. last time we don't even bother speaking.

and today I feel weird when my elder brother ask me How's his hair.=/
haas but I'm still happy for only that reason.
4getting to mention that my little brother ask me out for supper and he came to fetch me.

I haven't ate my breakfast & lunch. i want to venttttttttttttttt

 

Circle of death
Red
[info]facadelife
Every night when we gather..
we play circle of death.

It's a card game when whatever you draw, determines who drinks and the rules.
[1] - [4] black no. deteremines the shots u have to drink urself
[1] - [4] red no. determines the shot of the people you have chosen to drink
[5] smacking palm on the face, the slowest will have to drink.
[6] topic, the one who can't come out to what's related have to drink
[7] counting 21, the last that counts 21 drinks.
[8] ryhmes, words that ryhmes
[9] set a rule
[10] a good sign thumb on the forehead, last to drink
[J] question card, people who answer question the card holder drinks
[Q] all girls drink
[K] all guys drink

so I'm curious who actually invented the game.

So they were actually playing this game when i crashed in. With me saying that no alcohols for me. So when SK drew the rule card that makes us all crazy. First rule set, poke urself before drinking. makes you look silly. haas. Second, kiss opposite sex on the lips before drinking. So i wasn't really gamed for it and michael help me=| I'm sorry michael haas.=x Not until Jianwen got to the extreme of licking the neck of the same sexes. GOsh haas the guys couldn't take it i guess. and erhemmmm somethings i shldn't say it here ahhh..

it's not as if it's my first time receiving pecks on the cheek from a guy -.- although I'm remember that andy leave his saliver on my face. =/ *gulp. so whatever stays. they are the wild ones. ZY good for you =P but it's pity that u lost it that way.
 

for my friends=) life back here
Red
[info]facadelife
I'm feeling more distant from "them". but what can i do when someone just came across between~ there is nothing i could do and i'm always so tired trying back in sg and now? here. please spare me the headache. I'm here to enjoy =X though and i'm glad i met lots of people over here. so it's gdd and aren't they just lovely but sometime it can be difficult trying to understand them, not literally meaning understand.

today there cultural exchange so i was wondering what there'll be. hopefully not like the other time. I didn't enjoy myself much. who cares~
getting fatter each day

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